I love it when Doc visits! Friendships like these are rare and I am blessed I can say I have a few of them. People that have picked through your brains and guts and still love you. There is a lot of secrecy one has to keep when you are in a D/s relationship and finding those safe havens where you can talk about anything without judgement is pretty fucking awesome.
Everything was discussed, turned over and inspected from every angle. It is a true friend that can hold a mirror up and show you things you may not want to recognize in yourself, both the good and the bad. Doc has known me for years and is a very honest touchstone for me. We lay in bed cuddling and laughing our asses off at the absurd nature of our situations. It is our opportunity to lay down our burdens and laugh at ourselves. Very special.
This month is starting out with a bang and will likely be very busy. It is my birthday month and I have a lot of visitors coming into town. Bracing myself for the flurry of activity that is sure to ensue.
Daddy has seemed very down over the last couple of days. I can feel it. I am worried about him and wish there were some way I could help him carry his load (rather than take is as I usually do.) Frustrating not to be able to help. I will just try not to add to his problems. Makes me sad too.
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