Monday, March 8, 2010
a slut amok
A side note. Daddy has been away since last Friday. We have talked briefly every day but I am feeling a bit raw and exposed. Do not like it at all. I've been running around making mayhem since he left. We set my couch on fire last night, just an example of why I should be supervised. I am feeling very much on my own right now. I really miss him and am surprised at how I am feeling. I long to hand everything over to him. How can he take control in our current situation? I need 24/7 tpe. I hate this. Feeling really vulnerable.
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Just remember what you do have and don't throw it all away in a self destructive cycle of hate. It sounds like things are wicked with you two at the moment - dwell on that, not on the missing him/dull ache.
ReplyDeleteEasy to say, easy to write - I know it's bloody hard to do.
xx
That they are love. Sounds like things are going well for you also! It's going to be a long week but we will be together Friday. Seems like I haven't seen him forever. I miss the fucker.
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