back to center

Things are stabilizing. This is a good thing. I had a rock star weekend, highlight being spending Saturday night with Daddy. We had some business to take care of, namely a hard back hand to the face and discussion of why my behavior last week was unacceptable. I sported a nice bruise on my face but I could not complain, I had earned it. Daddy had several ideas of things to do but we ended up leaving my bed only to get dinner. It was a nice night. He fucked me until I literally had matts in my hair.

I spent Monday attending a work event with him. I enjoy being in his presence. I love watching him interact with other people. I am proud to be on his arm with a plug shoved deep in my ass as a reminder I am owned.

I was invited to go to another work related event tonight with him. I will likely go as I am not going to see him again until next week. I enjoy the vanilla times I get to spend with Daddy and the conversations about normal things. I just have to trust and not let my fear and anxiety get in the way. Thankfully, he isn't letting me go.....this process will be only as bumpy and painful as I make it.

I am spending this weekend with my old Dom Doc and one of his toys, Kat. She is the first and only woman I have been with. I have to admit, I have quite a crush on her. We are spending the weekend at her house hot tubbing, eating, drinking wine and having a weekend of non-stop sex. I'm excited as Doc is like salve on every wound to me....we have been best friends for eight years and Kat is well.....sexy and as inexperienced as I am with the girl on girl stuff. I am hoping to hone some lezzie chops with her help. I was hoping to include Daddy in the flesh pile, but it is Doc's party and he didn't feel comfortable having not met him and knowing if there is any chemistry. Next time.......