Buckle up, it's going to be a bumpy ride....

I have had many BDSM relationships of varying intensities over the years. The body has been easy to give, the heart to some, but I have never been able to give my mind. When I think about some of the Doms I have been with, they have been overweight, not had a pot to piss in, drink too much or are rash and emotional. Why would I entrust my life to someone that clearly cannot manage their own? Master C has now changed this. I am on the precipice of my own destruction, and I welcome it. We are at the beginning of our relationship and I wanted to document the journey. It has been an incredibly hard internal struggle for me to get to this place. This is not play, there is no time-out, no safeword...this is real genuINE TPE. According to Master, there is his way and everything else falls under the category "Tough Shit." This is the control I have craved my entire life. I will have to leave my musings until another time...Daddy called and is coming early to take me to lunch! I have to go get ready!