Sub drop has passed, thankfully. I usually get it full on about 2-3 days afterward. Normally, I would just eat a lot of protein and go to the gym, sweat it out. With this rib thing I am rocking that was not an option. I tried everything I could think of and had a really rough time shaking it.
Daddy and I talked about it last night (thankfully I had gotten ahead of it or this convo could have gone VERY differently.) I am not sure how hard he has played in the past but I have played...well HARD. We talked about after-care and he realizes the importance of it but didn't realize that in many women it is necessary to follow up as we get this sort of retro sub drop days later. It is biological, I have read up on it and I know I am not the only one.
When I tell Daddy he is my drug of choice in some ways it is very literally true. Physiologically there are many of the same effects. Anyone who has tried X before understands you pay for the euphoric highs with dangerously depressed lows. Your serotonin level is all wonky and needs to stabilize. This is why things like chocolate, protein and working out help.
Nothing can take the place of being with your Owner afterward. Having lived with other Doms in the past I never really experienced sub drop as I had their loving presence around me mitigating the physiological factors. Since that is not an option in my current situation, I felt it was important to let Daddy know what was going on and that my hangover from Saturday night was a bitch!
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