Tuesday, January 12, 2010

Getting Bent


I am insanely tired today (and sorta sad for some reason) and have to go to yoga. I highly suggest to any submissive out there to take yoga classes. It can be enormously helpful when dealing with difficult scenes (either emotional or physical) as you learn to stay calm and find your center. Yoga breathing is helpful too.

Prior to practice, we acknowledge what brought us to our yoga mats today. For me the answer is always the same, to be of service. I haven't been working out for months and I have lost pretty much all of my strength and flexibility. It is frustrating to basically be a beginner again.

It parallels my relationship with Daddy. I only have six months in with him. I am his third sub with the least amount of time served. I am a beginner. We chatted today and I said, "all I want is a closet full of latex, under the same roof as you, my gf in my bed and a pile of cash in the bank from whoring around. Is that too much to ask?" I was joking, sort of. I'm not going to see him again until Thursday. It really sucks.

Just threw on my Wonder Woman t-shirt. I know I need to do this. It takes both time and commitment to build a strong core. Sometimes it is hard to remember that.

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