Le Weekend

This was an insane weekend. Captain Save a Ho strikes again! I picked up a despondant and wayward French woman on the train back from Orange County Friday. Here for a month, two hundo in her pocket and kicked out of her boyfriend's house with nowhere to go. I couldn't let her wander the streets of Los Angeles so I took her home.

Fortunately, Frenchie was incredibly cool and fun. I enjoyed having her companionship. It reinforced the fact that I need to find a girlfriend. We ate, she showered and made out. She said, "you are my luuuuuucky schtaaaarrrrrrr!" She was tiny and jumped on me claiming that she was falling in love. She knocked me over in the process and we broke a lamp. C'est la vie! We slept cuddled in each other's arms. It was really nice.

We spent Saturday together. I told her about my big brunch on Sunday when I was to meet The Others. We did yoga, found her a place, met up with some of my friends then had dinner with Daddy. He quite enjoyed her as well.

Sunday, I arranged for her to have a ride to the hostel. As we said our goodbyes, she hugged me and told me to remember, "as beautiful as you are on the outside, you are also inside." Made me feel really good and confident going into this breakfast.

We picked The Others up and went to the restaurant. I really liked one of them, she was interesting and engaging. I could see myself hanging out with her. The other, eh. Well, I am going to chalk it up to her being nervous and insecure meeting me. I didn't really care for her manner. She seems to lack social skills. Additionally, she wears a GINORMOUS permanent steel collar with an O ring on the front. I'm not public with my lifestyle choices, would be career limiting if I were. I understand some people are fine with being out there with their shit, just not for me.

I went into this determined to be myself. My fear was I would get defensive but I didn't. I was strangely ok with how things went. My only negative is that the other one seemed unapproachable. I didn't care for her to be honest. Hopefully, going forward we can find some common ground and she will become more comfortable with me. It was disappointing.

I guess they liked me. I am relieved that we have overcome this hurdle and we can move on to whatever is going to come next. Bringing me into his family.

I came home and my place seemed incredibly empty. I went and watched football with some friends and drank too much. I have to remember I am taking medication and not eating and not slam the beers. I got drunk. Daddy called, he is concerned about how I get when I drink. Disrespectful. I know I have problems with this situation but I am trying to work through them. Best not to do so with booze.