This weekend was long. My usually full dance card was empty and I found myself alone. There is nothing that makes me more stir crazy than spending a weekend night by myself. My old part-time Dom, The Doll Collector saw my new CM profile and lamented that he did not get to date THIS Marsha. "Had THIS Marsha been the girl I was with, things could have ended up VERY differently, tisk tisk." I cracked up at the email and jabbed at him, "THIS Marsha was ALWAYS there. It just took the right man to find it." Sadly, that was the highlight of my Fri/Sat night. Other than that, I watched horrible movies and texted my friends. It was a snore.
Sunday, I went to WeHo and had brunch with my gay husbands. We drink magic orange juice and have a generally fabulous time. They are my chosen family and they treat me as such. I had to bounce early, missing the very hot and dirty gay strippers at Micky's, in order to come home and finish getting ready for Daddy. A sacrifice as for one dollar bill, you can stick your fingers up their ass and grab their junk. Or watch others do it for free. Good times!
I came home and cleaned up inside and out for Daddy. I put on a black pencil skirt and a new top that is sheer and hangs off of one shoulder. When he saw me he was very pleased, "I should take you out more often and show you off." I dress only for him and later he told me that the result is lovely but it is the effort I put in that really is alluring to him.
We didn't skip a beat and went right to the bedroom. I was in especially high spirits and was super giggly and happy last night. I was told to strip and kneel and got to suck his cock. I love looking up at him as I suckle his cock and take it as deeply as I can in my throat. He shoved me on the bed and pulled my plug out and tried to fuck me up the ass. We had some technical difficulties and we just could not get his cock in the right hole. I found this endlessly amusing and just started laughing. He hasn't used that hole in so long he had forgotten how! Eventually we worked it out and he gave me a good solid ass fucking. I lose myself in that becoming one organism with him. It is magical to me and I go to subspace when he rides me. After Daddy fills me with his sperm he lays on top of me and holds me tight, "good girl, good girl" is all he says.
We went for Chinese and talked. He is meeting some of my friends too and becoming more acquainted with my other friends via pictures and stories. I like that he wants to be incorporated into my life too and is interested in such things. We hold hands across the table. Dammit I love the fucker.
Back to my house, cruised my CM tunas on a hook then watched a little tv drinking tea cuddling on the sofa talking. He loves how my body is starting to look. I can't wait for another month in the gym when I can genuinely rock his world with my body. I know what it can look like with some effort and I can't wait for him to see. Down side is I need new pants.
This week is going to suck again. I am not going to see him until Thursday when we are going over to another submissive friend's house for dinner and board games. Have to squeeze in a little use sometime. I'm jonesing for it already.
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