Friday night Daddy left me chatting with a potential "girl"friend. Invested some time chatting. We got along very well and Saturday morning she hit me up again. At some point I felt "she" was a faker and told her chat was over until I got a call. Got an IM this morning, "Marsha, I'm sorry this is moving too fast for me. Hope I didn't hurt you." My reply, "Nope, good luck to you and don't get your peen stuck in your zipper on the way out." Fakers.
Saturday was a BLAST! Daddy came over and we took pics. My girly bits have never been immortialized on film. I have always been a firm believer in, "leave no footprints." I will admit I was scared. Like my pretend gf, I decided just to fake it till I made it. Daddy is an amazing photographer and very creative. We had so much fun doing it and we got some great pictures. It was really cool to see myself through his eyes. He made me look really beautiful. I'm proud of what we did, we got some really cool shots.
Afterward, we fucked. Sometimes he just lays on top of me and talks while he slowly fucks me. He has noticed a change in my behavior. A good change. I have become a partner to him and he loves me. He is proud of me and wants me to thrive. All good stuff. I was happy and giggly again. Feels good to be myself. Whatever that dark cloud was, it seems to have lifted.
Talked to my friend the Photog this morning regarding the Betty Page shoot. We are going all out, hiring hair and make-up people. He LOVED my (actually Daddy's) idea to do a modern pin-up shoot in latex. I've asked Daddy to help me plan the wardrobe. Will be costly but worth it. The Photog brings out a really playful side of me and Daddy taps into my inner whore. I've asked him to be there. These pics will be fun.
Can't wait to see the shoot! So jealous. Saw, on Friday night, a poor couple in a 50s Buick broken down by the side of the road. Felt horn and despair for them as I realised she was in full pin-up mode, he with dodgy quiff and the like. Hope they got where they were supposed to be going!
ReplyDeleteGood to hear you sounding more positive and buoyant - long may it last xx
Thank you so much for your comment! I read your blog as well! I feel like I found a kindred spirit! xoxo
ReplyDeleteDitto re kindred spirit. Arse that you are across the ocean blah blah blah!
ReplyDeleteSeriously, it's good that your head seems be heading in a sensible direction, or at least that you are happy with it. Long may it last (and post away - it makes for good bedtime reading!)
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